My thirst

What is my thirst?

I don't thirst for water if I am a human,

I don't even thirst for blood if I am a vampire;

I'm only thirst for your love,

kisses and hugs,

all the funny, happy

and faithful moments...

They all are the reason that I'm still here...

Unknown

Who to listen to?

increasing her breathe gesture "I don't know..." so again I asked "Is it so hard to answer? Don't worry... I won't eat you hahahaha" she laughed and the smile is always so lovely... "Come, let me answer for you" I lower down my shoulder, closed my eyes and gentle-ly moving my face towards her.... a kiss!

Sarang hae I Love You - I said it with the way it is suppose to be, an action can represent a thousand words. Baby, I really so in love with you... please don't... don't leave me alone :'( 

I wanted to plant a tree inside you,

Love Tree...

SYEE to MMEE

You are silly, immature, inconvenient with Reptiles, 

always hide own feelings and always made rough decisions;

So that I could spend my life taking care of you,

be your light in the darkness and shine on you~

Lecture for Pabo

But still the same dear~ I won't give up on us~ Giving you all my love~ I'm still looking up! All these because I love you honey, not just some words saying it but my heart telling me to do it.

Love Rain OST

Drizzle drizzle, the sound of the rain

Rub dub rub dub, my trembling heart

Drizzle drizzle, rub dub rub dub

The sound on the umbrella, the sound of the rain, the sound of my heart

Love rain is falling

Special 10th

10th of March

10th of April

10th of May

3 months special day

I found out that I might met a new family member hehe in simple words, I love her and I wana share our life and cards together as a family. Its just the matter of the time, will ask her when the time comes, are you willing to show your life to me? I already given you all my secrets away :)

My Medicine

Looks like I just can't 

S_rvive

Without U!

Melaka Trip 21/05/2012

Many sweet photos :D

Random EMO lol wtf

I don't want to be alone... :'(

The 10% left in the world

Like I said, I will patiently wait for you~ All because I love you... Make me your everything, make me that you cant lose me like I always do :) 

Honey, for now I'll love you no matter how pain is it for me, I'll still make you smile either Im happy or sad... So please, don't disappoint me again... love me as much as I love you is just enough for me already :)

Looking back Fighting big boss time

I don't want our relation to be spoiled... Don't disappoint me and I don't want to lose hope on you... Stay with me honey all the time, I don't know what is Tired to by keep on giving you my love. Like I said sweetie. I can't write S_rvive without U!~

Proud of S.Y

Dont cha worry, I'll always charge you when you need me; Be strong!

Lastly and all the time, I'll always say

Hwaiting~! ^^ Trust me!

It ran away?

I found myself can't live without you... when my soul gone, call it back to you again, then I'll come back to your side honey and say 'I'm home baby~' because you are the most important in my life :) I wana hold you closer now I love you.... 

Sooooo High(Hai)!~

To the very chi sin gou shao

We are so crazy~ can't control ourselves at PAtato restaurant hahahahahaha omg think of it, I never been so happening :D 

P.S As you can see, I am only high-lighted all the posts with those words from my heart and I'm still doing all of them till now... Today...I read and seeing all our memories that I had in my world here with her... So great! ^^ 15 posts till today not included this one, haha can't imagine we been through so much man!!

Actually she lied to me again and stay at Dexter home last night... I'm in pain.... I'm so lost now... We gonna talk about this soon, expecting for it... now? remaining unknown...

Sooooo High(Hai)!~

I feel sooooooo high (hai) hahahaha wtf...

To the very chi sin gou shao,

okay, I am a sohai wtf I keep on want to make you mad and wana see you care about me and hit me like a hundreds slaps(ding dong+gu chik) haha~

I know you don't like me go CC and I keep on telling you I go just to make some fun but ending up you feel sad and disappoint... chong mal pabo~

Oi, very chi sin gou shao, I don't like go CC geh la, my hobby is badminton, you should know I am not good in computer/video games... don't laugh me okay? I am not that (noob)!!

okay, I am so high wtf Coz you still continue give me hope~ Thanks and you are very chin sin, I can sure of that hahahaha I'm glad and I too stupid to act. Now I know it and I won't do this same matter again.

We are so crazy~ can't control ourselves at PAtato restaurant hahahahahaha omg think of it, I never been so happening :D

(Actually this post was suppose have conclusion but I can't think of it now, will update it when it comes to my mind :P)

It ran away?

I don't know... why and what was I doing last night... I am totally out of myself, I'm not me. I don't like run away from love and I hate killing love...

I don't know... where my soul going and gone last night, wake up today I found back myself full of regret... bloody tears dropping  out of my heart...

I don't know... when will this happened again... I'm so scare :'( it just driving me crazy and nightmares fearing me...

I'm sorry my dear SY... I'm so wrong... I'm apologize that I am not a mr. perfect while I'm trying my best to be... when my soul ran away, I'm lost... I need you... can you give me love and bring back myself ... bring back your hubby? Scold me and control me or may be you can shake me to wake me up haha wtf

I found myself can't live without you... when my soul gone, call it back to you again, then I'll come back to your side honey and say 'I'm home baby~' because you are the most important in my life :) I wana hold you closer now I love you....

Baby, your heart and love is my home! ^^

Look, so funny that we are so sweet~
when we are giving each other love~ <3

Proud of S.Y

After my previous post, sy came~ 

she looks fed-up today... but I did cheer her up :)

We talked and we miss each other so much,

we are unable to leave each other :(

but Im proud~

proud that she feel the same as me too!

Baby, I love who you are today,

Chin Cha!!

Thanks for the improvement you've made,

Thanks for becoming mature & changing for me,

Thanks for loving me... 

Love rain falls again tonight and links our hearts together :D

PS. Dont cha worry, I'll always charge you when you need me; Be strong!

Lastly and all the time, I'll always say

Hwaiting~! ^^ Trust me!

Looking back fighting Big Boss time

Last night, the night she get her new car which I'm not agree with and trying to accept it; the night she hugging me and tell me that she want to listen to me and said she changed a lot for me- yes my dear, you did changed for me :) I feel relief and a bit more save to hear that haha; the night that made today recalling most of our memories....  Reason is last night I made her phone lost all data and sending her our pictures today, Sweet & Bitter; Laugh & Mourn; Faithfulness & False-hearted; Trust & Lies; Smile & Cry; Love is like rain - There is Happiness & Sadness.

Doubting me but I only sending her Happiness memories today, never mention the sadness.... I will giving her only all my love while those bad stuffs will be her lessons to love me and keep it on my own just like the pimples scars on my face... countless dots, pain one by one... only she will know which cleanser to clean my face, pimples remover to kill my pain, mask to protect my skin and spot correcter to clear the scars away and then I'll be an shining adorable guy with Millions of happiness. By the time then, I never gonna feel sad anymore~

Looking back at time, a lot of problems are causing from her personality, she is immature, wild and unstable. She still not happens to think wisely that what action/decision she take will cause what consequences... She likes to have too many fun around her and she never has a true direction by simply changing decisions whatever comes to her mind. I am not complaining here, just all these will cause her hard to get a great stable life, may be she still young and fresh! ( that's what I always keep in my mind) So, just stay with me no matter its how hard or difficult time baby, share with me, I am and always your many characters (Mr. Rainbow - Color up ur life) (Personal Superman - Protecting you) (Love Gardener - Giving you sweet love) (Lulu ssi - Your soul-mate life companion) (Little devil - Spoil the world just to get my alien) and many more haha Guess I might qualified to be a Marveral Superhero then lol wtf...

There is one more thing that still stings my heart when I look in past, Dexter. A guy who has the heart to penetrate me, willing to humiliate me in front of her just to get her back, taking action like sending message to break us without her consideration. I wanted to hate him but... this is not me; I'm unable to/easy to hate a person, he is trying to get what he want too but he doesn't really love her but only spoiling her, yea love her $. Forget about him.... meanwhile she still stupid that having the intention to contact with him... sad... stings! Pain :(
Should know that he is spoiling our both lives here... Don't said that he called and you should answer the call, there is always a choice, you can choose to ignore the call by letting him to lose hope contacting you my dear...Should understand that so many pain he had cause on me and the worse is on you, he never give you love okay? I can be sure of that!You can feel that I am now giving you true love right?

PS. I don't want our relation to be spoiled... Don't disappoint me and I don't want to lose hope on you... Stay with me honey all the time, I don't know what is Tired to by keep on giving you my love. Like I said sweetie. I can't write S_rvive without U!~

The 10% left in the world

Hello bloggie, guess what?! Im sitting on the double seat wooden chair in front of my sweet home holding my lappy and start blogging at this midnight(after I forget to take my jacket out from car lol wtf)... I have been talking to you my blog recently lol because I wasn't had the time to blog and now I have the reasons to do so. I have to time now and she is the reason I have been blogging. Im now expressing my feelings here and to let her know how I feel too.

The 10% out of 100%, a very minor percentage and rare... 1 out of 10 in this world like me, giving all my heart out to somebody. Most of the people in this realistic world are no longer giving all his/her heart out to somebody. I can tell now she havent become the 10% yet. But I am now.... because Im doing everything for her, I spend my life time every moment thinking of her, caring her everything around her, giving all my love to her just to make her life better, I love her more than loving myself now... If she has become the 10%, I do not need to inform her that I'm writing everything here while she will intend to open my blog and reading this right now just to know how I feel, care about me and my life here and thinking of me every moment...

Today I'm kinda disappoint actually that she hiding things from me again while she promised me she wont do it anymore last time... Till yesterday, she still not putting me as the most important in life... so sad... But tonight she actually did tell me the truth ady~ about things that I really so scare and care~ at least she made an improvement!! A surprise for doing what I always wanted her to be, honest and no hiding things/secrets, Keep it up baby!! Like I said, I will patiently wait for you~ All because I love you... Make me your everything, make me that you cant lose me like I always do :)

The ring that wrap around our fingers show that we are together, loving each other and expecting for forever love!~ Honey, for now I'll love you no matter how pain is it for me, I'll still make you smile either Im happy or sad... So please, don't  disappoint me again... love me as much as I love you is just enough for me already :) Let us be the 10% left in the world and show the world we are the proud one to love!

 A Thousand Years

The another unforgettable night

When this song plays

When I kneel down and say

Love me my dear~

For a thousand years