I had switch 2 jobs from top sales man to cashier to advertising promoter and so far now I'm totally stucked in the Seremban Shopping Complex Management as a Marketing & Advertising fella. Everyday is the same; woke up bathe uniformed like a nerd and siting here right now in a place where I get my papers and numbers done every month so that I could make myself and my family better. Still I don't like the job and people around me in the office. Idiots just won't friends with people that they though they are even more idiots. I can't feel friends in here... ermm... just a little bit from one or two folks haha because they will think about you sometimes when you need them while the others just throw you to the corner and leave you rooting there alone lol wtf.
There is no life here, death, announcing. A walking dead body. I don't feel alive here though and feel like activated as a machine, example its like when you are young, Mummy says, Boy~ insert the coin and the thing will serve you so now go ahead and make it alive!~ *winks* I lied to myself and Yes mummy, its acting pretty good *winks* wtf lol
Seremban, a small town with 10-20 thousand populations, no, I can say 'products'. The weather moderate hot here. I don't feel passionate nor love when I'm out of my home. The place you step-in with a high roof are mostly air-conditioned but there are no tourism places, no clubs, no where to sit start bluffing from 1am here until 10am in the morning. Meanwhile, you feel safe here, doesn't have to tell the reason but yes it is. (because there is nothing here)
My previous place, K.L, a huge city with a lot of highways bind with tall buildings where tons of cars/transports populated more than humans around the streets. Populations - unknown but they are weird, wild, hyperactive, passionate, good looking, mixed haha I like mixed lol wtf no one is way too normal here, they are way too good or way too evil lol wtf. Walking along the streets, huge shopping complex, tall buildings offices with high technology, car shops, delicious restaurants, classy houses and clubs haha the place I went the most lol wtf. Enjoy the word to express here. Half of my grow up life is here, my besties are here. The only reason I travel almost every weekend and stucked in the highways for hours from Seremban to here just because of them, I love them so much! Now everything is screwed up...... :'(
3/4 of the calculations in my heart, love is gone... My besties starts war... they claim it as Mick is one of the victims... 'Nahhhh... he's not important la'. Well, I'm out. Both sides having war and you expect the middle person to be the savior? and when the so called 'savior' stay away of this, he loses all his trusts from both sides. So hell I go.
I lost contacts with my besties... I don't have any close and fun friends here... I having a extremely suck working place... I'm having a financial problems... My relative went into hospital operation and not feeling well now... and I am able to finish a bottle of Scotch in one week alone at home. lol wtf
Is god going to send an angel to me? Or let me finish another bottle of Scotch lesser than a week? lol wtf Oh man... its so challenging! and tired-ing... May be its not crazy as it seems, just wait the time pass by and we'll see for the next upcoming post (hopefully there is next post).
BTW, I listens to some songs and she's quiet good! I love girls with music talented! :)
