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I couldn't forget the day... the day I said Sarang hae I love you...
10/03/2012
Under a yellow warm dim light, a road side which is so quiet until you can heard someone's breathe... she was leaning on my car... I was looking into her eyes with a deep breathe "You always so good to all the boys? The bird nest drink was so great! Thanks... I'm so touched :)" She started to look at me with shy face "No... "Why are you being so nice to me?" I paused and taking out an unbelievable brave moment and asked "You like me?"
Not answering and increasing her breathe gesture "I don't know..." so again I asked "Is it so hard to answer? Don't worry... I won't eat you hahahaha" she laughed and the smile is always so lovely... "Come, let me answer for you" I lower down my shoulder, closed my eyes and gentle-ly moving my face towards her.... a kiss!
For that few seconds, our hearts are connected, our lips hold together like its going to fall, yes! already falling in love! A romantic night when the light shows the couple are greatly in love, shows that both eyes looking at each other deeply, standing only in the bright circle dim light just enough to shine the brightest happiest day ever...
Sarang hae I Love You - I said it with the way it is suppose to be, an action can represent a thousand words. Baby, I really so in love with you... please don't... don't leave me alone :'(
Today, I heard... a suggestion... a true advise... "Don't fall so deep man, from what I see, it won't be long; I don't wana see my buddy being so dumb, trust me man!" this sentence is made out of needles, striking into my heart because when I think back there's still something between us... There are things still keeping away from me? I don't know and I don't wana know...
I went to the storeroom, shutting down the door and on the fan MAX blowing my face to dry all my tears away... Why? How? Who? When? Questions are fading out in my mind constantly... I'm lost... who should I choose to listen to and blind them all? The more I think, the more pain in my heart is...
Baby... I'm sorry... I'm so easily being moved and influenced by others... but seriously can you cut the rope? cut the rope that is currently hanging me now because I feel so hard to breath...
