Sunday, December 19, 2010

My heart is crying
for my love family

It drives me desperately
They just don't understand me
My friends who love me
even they can see it clearly

They advised me
not to think so many
but I just can't help it

My heart is still crying
is there anyone else can see through it
and wipe all the tears
to see me happy...

P.S. From the starting of all these I already knew someday this could be happened but I love my mum & my grandma too much so for all these days I just keep holding on just for them.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Love Hate December

December
Hm....
Its a month which
fill in with my Birthday & my sis too
Christmas
Holidays
Celebration of new year! :)

Love December
for so many happy days in it
so many memories we can create
so many cheers we can do
so many love to give and receive!
The best month of the year
for me ^.^

But for me...
Hate December
for so many days I'm alone
so many memories of her reflected
in my mind during each day of December pass by
so many love from her had gone
the broken pieces/fragments of my heart
yet remain the same every year....
The worst month...


P.S. Is there possible somebody could just stay by my ears and whispering... you are not alone December boy~


Monday, December 13, 2010

Met a Psycho Man Today

As what I can say
I met a psycho man today

I was texting with my friend in the morning
She said there's someone behind her following
From the beginning
I don't get what shes mean

After what I've seen
no matter how serious this thing is
I feel like wanna hold her tight
and run away from him

But it end up himself going
after yelling on me
because I questioned him something
Why are you following
after calling the security...

I hope everything he yelled at me was nothing
because I don't want him to spoil my precious thing.

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Killing Friends


Hello! my dear blog, here we meet again :) lets pillow talk~ lol wtf yea I know I know, I'm the only one talking here. So! you just sit down quietly and listen ok? haha

How do I has to start this? Hmm... let it begin by today haha short time lol... Well, today in my working office, I can never ever imagine that my colleagues had a fight in the office. It was like 'WTF you guys doing? Can't you both just behave?!' haha feel like bossing around.

Its just begun with a small argument about driving methods. People have their own driving methods, either it is a freaking dangerous way or a damn slow idiot safe driving like the world going to end way lol wtf

no matter how it is, people have their own way of life, if you hate it, just keep in mind or don't get into the driver car anymore and don't pissing around with the driver. But! if driving in a dangerous way, the driver should notice friends are giving advice to safe your damn life yet not to kill your 'Marvelous Speed driving Mood' and thats gonna kill you.

So with these small mini thingy argument, the keep pissing off each other and fight in the office. What I can say, IT BRAINLESS...

People asking around, Mick! you are such a kind and nice person; you never scold or yell at any person in any fiercely way no matter what had happened & how come you have no friends?? Well, the answers lies beyond.

I don't like to see people fight.... No... actually I hate seeing my friends fight! Yea, you all can say I'm a chicken because I always run away when friends fighting. The point is do you think you should stay & join it and enjoy the fight? Bullshit I said.

Why we are called Human? Why we are different? Why we are unique? Why the fucking god want to create us but not as same as the animals? Because God create us Human with big hearts and genius brains. God gave a precious incredible 'LOVE' to us and he want love, joy and peace for humans. So fighting each other same kind is a positive thing?

You know when I saw and notice friends fight each other, the only first thing come to my mind is only IDIOTS who don't use their brains and I'm so disappointed and very very hate their acting! I will hate both sides of them, ignoring them until they know its a stupid thing to do and come back to me. I will always welcome my forgiveness friends :) because I love them.

It is true that we have happiness and unhappiness... and we share them either both love and hate. If we can't share the hate, there are varieties of ways in the world to express it and forget it but not to REVENGE it.

Revenge is a lot way long incorrect. You kill my brother today, I kill your sister tomorrow then you kill me after tomorrow, my son kill you on the another day and keep revenge and revenge and revenge, does it ever feel fed-up? If someone is keep pissing you off or hitting at you, we will defense or scare the devil away. Not killing each same kind...

I always losses friends when a fight comes around because I never agree with anyone of them... and I always told as a chicken... or may be a stupid fella who never help... I has the ability to do it but if I help one side of it, will it getting better?

War.
I hate war... try to tolerance with others
because everyone is not perfect.
War is never a solution; it is an aggravation.