Nothing but You

I miss you...

so much than I can't even
Sit
Eat
Walk
Stand
I try to let you know
how much I've been suffering through
those rough days by
missing you...
BUT
I failed.

When the ways you
staring
laugh
talk
act
&
especially the adorable and gorgeous
smile at mi.

You have no idea that how
Marvelous
you are....

Just like a Cheery Red Rose
among
bunch of Gerbera Daisies.

I Miss You Blake Lively.
lol wtf


Haven watched G.G. season2 for almost one week...

If I has a girl friend who saw this post. I gonna get chopped into pieces, grilled and feed to the 90 days hunger halves with some tomato sauce after I about to publish this...

Sometimes what's start as a flame can lead to the real thing;
a simple game with friends can be all it takes
to clear our mind and open our hearts;
and write a new ending to an old story.

There are those who got burned by the heat,
they just wana forget and start over;

While there are others who want
each moment could last forever;
but everyone can agree on one thing...

Tense fade, highlights go dark
and
We get sick of getting troubles
but
The end winter is a beginning of new season
so
We find ourselves looking for the future.

The End
By Today's Mick

Im Noob

Memory
the signboard say no smoking neh... 3 monkeys lol wtf

Recently....
I am a noob, that I can say.

Many hidden secrets and true sights,
even though I don't manage to get it but
I manage to overact without considering
what is going on...

Well,
quarrel with one of my best friend
does not making us closer
but the way is killing it...

My act is just stupid and stubborn...
i know there is a misunderstanding but still I overact
the only word for mi is
NOOB...

P.S. need to train more and become pro...

that's all for Today's Mick. The end and nite~

ChristmaZ & Eve 2008

The journey begun from 6pm at McDonald~

JJia is so wasting food... he ordered so much of it and finished like a
someone warn him about the effects of too much botox & still Smile lol wtf
(McFlurry his favorite)

Second location -
Spotted at Pavilion in La Bodega restaurant.

does it look tasty enough to fit my appetites?

nah... it didn't and does not.
Chicken meatballs spaghetti with tomato

Well, this does... Jjia's lamp XXXX

here's with F. and his German beer and turkey spag.

Cheers~

Cute Drunken Master for D. lol

Pretties of the day - Pearly & Lwp

Reunion Snapping time~

Enough for photos, it's rock & roll man!

M. and W. = Mans In Black lol wtf
Spray, Spray and spray~ no one is CLEAN if you're one of us
hahahaha F. look so BEH SHONG after attacked by
us with 1273616547154 damage shot lol wtf
but actually he's smiling XD

Tired & Retarded... after the war =.='

Movie Time!!!

Bedtime Stories

quite a funny show and the Guinea Pig was Cute with those weird eyes...
if anyone who had some awful bedtime stories in your past,
here the best opportunity to get a good one back.


It is really made my day and Thnx Everyone include Santa ^^
MERRY CHRISTMASSSS~

M.'s curly hair

Certificate In Advertising - August 2006
Ladies and Gentlemen~ welcome our golden hair lion
Woaum~
lol wtf.

Diploma In Advertising - June 2007 I think lol wtf
well, this looks pretty nerd when I trying to make
myself look more like student =.=''

Diploma In Advertising - December 2007
the moment like I having girl's period...


Diploma In Advertising Year 2 - February 2008
the time working at easy way with
long and silky hair~

Diploma In Advertising Year 2 - December 2008
TaTa~ Straighten it in 2283462124276 ways lolwtf
and
finally my not-really-nice straight hair...
and I'm ready for the incoming NEW YEAR 2009~

Dear Friend

It's a song i heard from Marie Digby who has the sweet and polite voice
Recently I felt there's something wrong between my friends whose
I hanging around...
I don't really know whats happening there
but
if there's a problem, why don't just discuss around?
here I would like to have this song with
my friends...
hope they solve the problem soon.

Dear friend i haven't heard from you in ages
i wonder how you're making out
last time we talked i felt the space growing
between us
i didn't think you'd go so far
tell me how could you just vanish
without giving me any reasons
what were you thinking
and does this all make sense to you?

it's hard when you dont say anything
when i gave you everything
and still you slip right through my fingers
its hard when you dont say anything
is this how you finish things?
because to me, this doesn't feel like the end.. dear friend

it's not like me to put my trust in somebody
but to you i gave it all
and if you'd asked me i would soften all your falls
but now it's me who's stumbling

tell me how could you just vanish
without giving me any reasons
what were you thinking?
and does this all make sense to you?

its hard when you dont say anything
when i gave you everything
and still you slip right through my fingers
it's hard when you don't say anything
is this how you finish things
cause to me this doesn't feel like the end... dear friend..

I survived

Post of Friday night

A rough day...
it begun from the sharp noon...
bounced from my softest and dream caster bed ever wtf
&
straight to my pc to check and prepare for presentation...

At the moment, i found that there is a lost file...
%!#@%!
and redo it. =.='

Done it and went to campus,
presentation starts and ended...
went OLD TOWN cafe
which ended with heavy rain...

slept and woke just now
from the same bed wtf

Kay... did i mention bout meals?
i have been starving from the moment i woke up
until
now...
wtf.

did anybody complains about diet?
well, I am doing it and i survived...wtf

My dinner + lunch + breakfast

I cant post it on Friday cause my Internet was blackout that time
=.=''
and the chicken was nice~ wtf.

Agent 68

As now, Mr, Noodle Mick, is considered as an Agent Code 68 which restores files inside him secretly, hhahahahahahaha

i have nothing to do now... thinking to take a break and try not to play games while I'm studying for midterm tomorrow..

I'm kinda hungry here...
which I only own biscuits and bread with tuna here....
I choose bread with Mr. tuna tin...

It is not really the delicious i expected...
eat till half way and dump it...
wasted =.=''

War.
I hate war... try to tolerance with others
because everyone is not perfect.
Especially the fella who blow my secret,
super extra duper hate... well he's not perfect also
Especially his damn MOUTH!!

It;s too late to apologizes?

Something is behind mi....

Watching... Feel it, trying to get closer and closer....

Why mi? why I was targeted to become your victim? Causing mi more and more trouble, those rough days...

One of all I'm unable to forgive is Today. Most important day in this whole semester...

I feel disappointed to myself and of cause EVERYONE who trying their best in it but failed because of mi... THOUSAND SORRY....

If you could just 'walk' or go away and find someone else, not mi!!! because I care, hate the feeling of troublesome.

Though, Im still strong, its not my time yet. Well, for my friends, I never going to give up...

Here, I would like to make Million Apologizes for the drama today...
Yuki - the leader of whole group, prepare very very early in the morning just for the show but i didn't show up and trying to cover mi with making the presentation possible to act on next week.. what i could do to make you better...

Mildred - what would make mi convince such a polite and nice girl. By unforgivable reasons, still i have to sorry...

David - the one who phone mi more than others... Hate mick for so 'not prepared'; mick is an asshole... wft

Andante - try to help a friend but don't think this mick is worth for help, forget about him... and, sorry for everything from before so do as future...

Fatt - the nice guy that wouldn't want mi to know hes upset of mi, but I know he is,
though, I never give up dude... the desease inside mi still causing pain and suffer
but earth still spinning, never give up till my last breathe, so do you buddy.

Without Internet

Ish, ish ish... my home Internet was cut and guess what? currently im now in Desprato's house blogging right just when i finished my assigment using his notebook...

Days without Internet really so like shit... = = dont know the actual word that could represent my feelings so just like shit; may be its the reason why my English failed in exam...

So, ASSIGNMENTS again... just when the time I need you, well most actually I need you everyday Internet...

I cant live without you,
not even blog without you;
I cant work without you,
not even I purposely use a tumbdrive to save my works;
I cant stand without you,
not even when I going CC everyday;
I cant joy and cheers without you,
not even I bought a stupid expensive RPG game to play....
Well, Internet... =.=' Im now using you... LOL

Days without Internet, so definitely a rusty blog cause I have nothing to do now...
but, JJ just sneak out from the room and asking mi to go for yam cha~ Wee~ before I barely suicide right here...

CIAO~

P.S. feel stupid with the sick inside mi, only causing problems between my buddies...

Old Clock Device

wah lah~ exhausted day... guess what? from yesterday night 10pm i woke up and haven get a single nap till now... but i feel wasted... i wasted the time passed by, i wasted the chances for mi to make good of myself, a space for mi to make myself useful...

DAH~~ at least i attend a class today haha erm... my life... of cause future is unpredictable, so! about past, i really sooooo MISS IT!!~ whoever there was always bouncing around here and there during secondary school time definitly will love that time... like mi =.=''

It just like i am some kind out of control and do whatever I like, without worries, without stress but only joy~ wahaha for sure i have some bad time during there like kicking people ass and get kicked by... LOL

Actualy i should put one on note - create a time machine! i know i know... we cant change the past, well at least play back the precious time we used to have fun~

hmmp... whatever past was, may it be our memories in our mind forever... life is just like a geared clock devise... from the start of it we born and it wont stop till it reach the exact time to stop...
Sooo in between the journey, why dont make it grate and happy~ time could stop whenever in anytime and let people feel its short... thats i hate it ish!
Well, appreciate every moment still i wont wasted it so ^^

P.S. about Fatt's birthday party, im too tired(lazy) to post it... so i choose to sleep now... night~

Birthdaysss

Is it there's huge prizes for borning in October and November? or everyone love to marry on February? lol 5 people in my life was born between this two months...

October 29, my lovely Mummy~

October 29, annoying Poong >.<''

October 30, Cute Chui my friend

November 2 , my Buddy Fatt

November 2, Mr Black my young Brother

thaaa~ if i have illusions den i might able to attend all of the birthday partiesss....

Max Payne

Gawsh... finally, Im able to get myself connect to my blog cause the stupid @#$ house leader didn't pay the bill I guess... & this is the post from FEW DAYS ago which im unable to post it damn...

Forget about her, I watched i movie which i though it was pretty nice one but in the end it's TRIPLE SUCKS... its Max Payne...you gonna know when i play this game, it was really HOT and interesting game. At that time i will able to stop going to school and staying home playing the stupid game, most of my friends are playing like mi as well =.=''

its a super boring investigating movie after all, the excited shooting scene only be shown for not about 20 minutes... the rest of the show is just looking at the Max Payne having some walking time here and there like he never walked before =.=''

oh well, it does look so powerful and cool through the poster but
BOYS...DON'T GET TRAPPED!!

See... even its totally different from the game....
one with coat but the other singlet, stupid director...

Any choices, i rather watch "Bewitched" it was a happy ending and the 'witch', she's so cuteeeee~ as ya think she a witch right, so she doesnt know all the stuffs on normal human being... at the moment she is trying to make herself used to the earth stuffs, it just like an alien came from the MARS.. she played with the light like oONNNN~~ and oOFFF~~ it was so funny and cute... im unable to forget that moment wahaha

Oh mine~ there's a confidential Witch which curios about
everything on earth especially Love... Girls have to watch this
lol...

A stupid Day

Nothing special... just a school day i went to college at the same time last week, same buddies hanging together, same straight lecture =.='' somehow i have lunch with my gang but dont really thinks she will following to the same location...

still i saw her getting better from her sick and having fun with frens too, its a nice day...

Ever since when im going to go home... my daddy, Mr. Lum and my grandpa, Mr. David was having chit chat togather with mi and sudden:

Dad & Granpa : Mick! Look at ur shoes laces, they are off.

Mick : oh ya, it always going off. its doesnt matters. i still can walk with one-leged,
man~

Kaboom! Mick is falling from the stairs at the top floor and the body was shaped like an freaking lizard on the stairs =.='' T.T

Dad & Grandpa : OMFG!! ha-ha

Mick : Ish! was thinking to shuffle through down the stairs with the one-leged shoe laces was
tied up... wahaha

How could somebody bouncing like a Tigger down stairs with one-leged... omg
Everyone is staring at mi... laughing as loud as possible- dad & grandpa.. =.=''
Luckily the people behind mi doesnt know who am i and properly thinking what the hack is happen to this crazy fellow...

if you at the scene, you would be the most luckiest comedy audience after all... so hate myself sometimes by acting so stupid actions.

But at least its enough to cheer my friends up ^^ thats worth for that falling from the stairways to heaven... haha

P.S. I still dont know why i could fall... my hands are holding the stairs-holder what... stupidicty...

DAMN!!

A new semester had begun... it might not be easy too for this semester cause we got Media Law here... >.<' and a pretty straight lecture is teaching us for Measurement of Mass Media =.=' she told us that her expectation is pretty high and i think im gonna DOOM this time...

Think about last semester, its totally unbelievable man! The results just came out and the 1st thing I woke up is refreshing my pc web page - my college web page which showing my sucks results =.=' You know why? because i just really basically predictably can't even a single dot believe that I had failed my English!!

Imagine that my whole day is just pressing the refresh button... even after and before going to toilet, my lunch, my bed...

ARRKK!!!
it still shown there - you need to resit the 'English for Communication' subject... even i rub my eyes till it goes red ( going to insane)
it still shown there - you need to resit the 'English for Communication' subject... sob.. sob... i give up, admit it and resit it...

the 2nd thing my mum is saying that what on earth is happening to you that even you can fail your language, she said she had never fail English in her life =.='' sticking with my bro and start begin the irritating act...

Anyway, no mater whether the sky is going to falling down or what, I must pass my English this time when i resit, seems like i need to improve my stupid English...

Somehow, i need to release my tension first... so, I decided to kick some people ass in DOTA~ wahaha going to CC with my Grandpa now...

ciao~

PS. i will be back blogging once i done with kicking people *wink*

BitterSweet...LOL

haha, well~ a bittersweet girl had found something impressive in blogspot and shes using it ^^ guess blogspot had to reward mi from now since im bringing customers haha sometimes she's quite funny, anyway i hope she found her best in here and also, pinpin, wish u have all your great time with it oh...

5am+ i better go sleep because i need to wake up before afternoon >.<'' and with my country 6am morning call soon, im going to X.X'

P.S. looking forward for new and happy days... smile always ^^

Emo-ing and expressing... Dont read

Finally... Exams finished! Yay~ ^^ though it would be a happy period and enjoy my holidays... things ain't come out right sometimes... i feel lost... seem like im in unconsciously right now... i feel weak... some told mi, if you have friends, you never gonna be alone anymore, i disagree. dang...

Basically, you wont be alone because they only come right through when they need you but not even when you need them? something tells mi that closer friend you have, closer enemy is just right besides you all the time... now who can i put faith on to? who can i trusted?

Doct. said if i get fatter, my sick would be cured... i tried not to eat medicine recently for this month because i trying not to rely on medicine, trying to recover by myself, be independence... still i am not... stupid decision not to take medic right? haha

Why do you think im alright all the time when i am pretending to be? you dont know mi... you are the closest but inside mi, i feel there's an enemy... i feel... disappointed... someone told mi, don't bring your sadness out with friends thus you are making everyone unhappy... the reason i pretending though.

Though this way they might feel greatness but acting a character that i am not everyday is pulling mi down from free heaven... used to it... pretending im totally fine when i am not and they never cares... they just think-why would this fellow feel undying everyday? live happily, lifes is precious in the world; why would this fellow just cant make things easy and think at the right side? don't emo, we suppose be happy all the time... he think too much man...

STUPID ASSHOLE, I tell u now, can u feel happy since there's a decease inside you? can you pretend you are alright when you feel pain all the time? can u smile when your heart is bouncing rapidly sometimes or slower than a clock device sometimes? can you bounce joyful when your life is short?

facing the truth inside mi, making it is not...

PS. Make sure you dont face the truth when Im dead, okay? think at the right side, only makes you all happy.

here

ish ish ish... super damn bored... the internet line is so SLOW!!
hate when my housemates DL= download... with a whole set with various drama episodes episodes that dragging the internet line and cant do anything with my pc =.=''

its DL-ing for dang whole month... wasting my money to go to the dynasty long way cyber cafe to online... argghh.... what for i paying for the Streamyx!!? they just use by their own selfs...

playing my guitar... listening to some songs and blogging...

Woot! i get my report here~

report of my blood test~


my Lymphocytes is overdue =.=

stupid Liver functional got problems...

super emo with the supernatural sick functional i have

-when i die, i wana ask the hell guard whether i can have a ride with my grandpa-

Circle

What's a circle means? one curve line that stick both edge together and it looks like never going to end by turning around, around and around... it's driving mi dizzy @@'' For sure, mostly it won't stop since it needs each small dot of that line to help each other for turning continuously...
Bad thing is i feel like i am stopping, cracking and spoiling the perfect circle...

What am i? an idiot? with the 'hopeless' word that stung mi yesterday makes mi think of it... the point is, i don't date, i don't have any money, i don't do well in my study nor my work and I AM SUCKS... the only thing i have here is a stupid sicking human body LMAO... still standing... uncertainly without coincidence...

What can i say? recently sounds like an angel drop by to mi... singing and shot an arrow right through my heart... i realized but i'm emo... =+='' losing it just like a child lost his blanket...

What the fuck... missing my home... feel like im leaving someone else's life... the smile, the annoying, the accompaniment and the waiting for some one to pull his head out off the damn deep hole... i emo-ing and stop by to spoil the circle, the cycle and defeated...

What to do with the damaged non-working/active undying body... tomorrow will it be as new? today is not my day... and do circles will renew after cycled it?

Desperate

Yaww~ its been centuries for mi to click 'mick-world.blogspot.com' lolz... what im doing recently than updating my blog? It is running through a long long story... if i going to post it here, I'm gonna become the world's biggest problems worrier LMAO...

Since no one will visit on this stupid nonsense and annoying blog, so i wouldn't wish or willing to keep secrets away from here cause I'm the only one will read here... pathetic am i? haha

So~ i would like to tell myself that I have a sick inside mi (forgot the name of my sick, post here as soon i get the body test report)... as i remember what docts said it cause by a genetic system in my body and most properly is my family tradition SICK... daMN... At the first blood test, i would believe that it can be so serious about killing a human being without any viruses inside the body...

Research, research,research and research... woot~ it is that this kind of unbelievable stupid genetic blood can cause some one dead... DAmn again... there was over hundreds of people in this country died unexpectedly by this cause...

What can we do? lets see... docts told mi that if I am able to get fat or growing something like that, I i can possibly handle the blood system in my body; thats means i can recover~ yay~ Meanwhile, if i am not.... = die... lolz

Eating a lot, exercise some, health care and inserting a lot of nutrient in to my stomach... my body contains a lot of nutrition huh? NAH... my blood still fighting back and lost every of them... sometimes, i just thinking that why would my body wana destroy my own build? and why are we blaming those who betray their own kind?...
Actually, what I think is that is their own behavior, sometimes each is unable to control their behavior, they survive in this world is cause of their habits... if not they would rather than they do not existed in this world... we cant blame evil all the times, their own mind creates the willing to destroy controlling them to do it for own survival...

Before this, i keep asking myself the same question everyday, why is evil exist here to make everyone dislike, suffer and unhappy... why cant they considering others feelings? selfishness?
questions with unknown answers drawing mi crazy... i just want a simple happy life. thats all...

aww~ my sickness is making mi fainted recently and constantly I get tired about in three or four hours easily perday... this cause I am a bad one now... think about it, my buddy always waiting for mi to have time with him... everyone hates waiting... Well, I the one cause people waiting for mi while I'm waiting for my body to recover and gain the energy to response... I'm making everyone SICK of mi by waiting mi all the time and I'm SICK of myself...

May be they just don't believe about my sickness, may be they though I'm joking around and creating a barrier between us... starting now I'm not gonna say about my sick anymore since they don't believe it and think whatever they wana think about mi... GO TO HELL, It's not my fault!

Anyway... I'm used to be solo now... do whatever i can to survive in this sucks world, won't give up even at my last breath and avoiding from those asshole that wouldn't know and understanding mi!!

PS. I do what ever I can do dude and I done my best for you all... I'm suffering too... thinks its comfortable with a farking sick inside? grateful for it... its not my fault...

Orchestra

New semester had started and its my new beginning for a brand new day. Guess what? In this new semester, i am taking a subject- Music Appreciation... lolz how come in the course of Advertising does have to learn music? or may be my college is trying to teach useless subjects and earn profits from us? May be...

Somehow, in this music subject i found its kind a special and exploring although it doesn't related to my Advertising thing anyway lolz coz there is no such thing of music in a piece of paper to advertise or promote to everyone... coz a paper won't sing... lolz is never going to make a sound unless you tear it.

but then studying this subject, i was compulsory to attend a chamber orchestra since there is an assignment needs it's report and tickets to finish it.

1st of all i though its kind a wasting time because we need to go there prepared with formally look and watch people playing music instruments front stage lolz may be is because i not really love watching concert... but somehow, i feel exited, i never been an orchestra before haha

Every time i just heard xiao yu said that her sis always presented on music instruments and i watched the video before. Was thinking to find a day and went for her sis orchestra with her but it doesn't happen and may be it won't happening i think haha

Dress UP & Prepare!

business guys... haha look at two of them!
one with nerd style and one with spiky hot
one with mature look and one with youngster look
but both my buddies also ^^

Outside the Hall

felt kind a comfort~
with those yellow lights are on.
passion atmosphere

Of cause, cameras and hand phones are not being allowed to on in and during the orchestra. So i miss to snap photos inside the hall...

on your left, my best brother Fatt ^^
and david is on your right side.

Three buddies forever!
on one pillow!
haha

Princess~
Yuki from left, Cindy and Pearly ^^
they look gorgeous that day.
but i still don't know why Cindy holding the camera for... haha

cute~ three of them haha

Yea yea! taking picture with the musicians, wee~
the left musician is a bassoon player
& the right is a clarinet player

At the first, i found out that its nonsense to go and watch orchestra; it changed when i get into the hall... i can feel the passion atmosphere in it, its classical and i can feel the old times people watch operas in the novel i read 'Phantom of The Opera'. haha

the music start! i don't know how to express those comfort when you listen to it, it brings poping and peace, so do as cute polyphonics haha pretty impressive~

While i'm listening to it, my mind rests without stress... it reminds mi the phrase in 'Secret' movie act by Jay-'listen to music, so that you won't think so much nonsense' said by xiao lun's dad...

Xiao yu... every time i think of you, i will listen to 'Secret' sound tracks; it replays all our memories we ever had, when xiao lun meet xiao yu haha ice cream and red cone~ from the very first to the very end of now, i still miss you and your smile... never think that you can stay beside mi but just wish to see your heart smiles everyday, because it makes mine smiles too ^^