here

ish ish ish... super damn bored... the internet line is so SLOW!!
hate when my housemates DL= download... with a whole set with various drama episodes episodes that dragging the internet line and cant do anything with my pc =.=''

its DL-ing for dang whole month... wasting my money to go to the dynasty long way cyber cafe to online... argghh.... what for i paying for the Streamyx!!? they just use by their own selfs...

playing my guitar... listening to some songs and blogging...

Woot! i get my report here~

report of my blood test~


my Lymphocytes is overdue =.=

stupid Liver functional got problems...

super emo with the supernatural sick functional i have

-when i die, i wana ask the hell guard whether i can have a ride with my grandpa-

Circle

What's a circle means? one curve line that stick both edge together and it looks like never going to end by turning around, around and around... it's driving mi dizzy @@'' For sure, mostly it won't stop since it needs each small dot of that line to help each other for turning continuously...
Bad thing is i feel like i am stopping, cracking and spoiling the perfect circle...

What am i? an idiot? with the 'hopeless' word that stung mi yesterday makes mi think of it... the point is, i don't date, i don't have any money, i don't do well in my study nor my work and I AM SUCKS... the only thing i have here is a stupid sicking human body LMAO... still standing... uncertainly without coincidence...

What can i say? recently sounds like an angel drop by to mi... singing and shot an arrow right through my heart... i realized but i'm emo... =+='' losing it just like a child lost his blanket...

What the fuck... missing my home... feel like im leaving someone else's life... the smile, the annoying, the accompaniment and the waiting for some one to pull his head out off the damn deep hole... i emo-ing and stop by to spoil the circle, the cycle and defeated...

What to do with the damaged non-working/active undying body... tomorrow will it be as new? today is not my day... and do circles will renew after cycled it?