S.YEE to M.MEE

The way you smile and look at me, 

its like a shooting star falling down and hits into my heart,

You are silly, immature, inconvenient with Reptiles, 

always hide own feelings and always made rough decisions;
So that I could spend my life taking care of you,
be your light in the darkness and shine on you~ 

You are lovely, generous, able to suit into society, 

always so caring and always listening to me;
So that I could feel that there's always someone there for me,

love me and make me smile~ 

The way you are is

All that I ever wanted,

All that I really need,

All that I have dreamed of,

All these to me....

You are my everything!

This is our Korean love song - Love Rain

 "Drizzle Drizzle, the sound of the rain;

Rub Dub Rub Dub, here go my heart trembling ;

Drizzle Drizzle Rub Dub Rub Dub,

The sound of the umbrella, the rain and my heart;

Love rain is falling~

Love Tree

I wanted to plant a tree inside you,

and hang lots of lights on it;

with it the tree shines full of red glow,

so that it make you feel you're in love with me all the time.

I wanted to plant a tree inside you,

a tree that grows lots of sweet love;

because when you feel like losing me,

you can pluck one of its love fruit and eat,

letting you taste all the happiness between us and full of my love again.

I wanted to plant a tree inside you,

with its strong stem holding our memories together;

standing still and with no fear,

with this our love will last forever~

Who to listen to? Myself? My Buddy? or Her?

Welcome back!! my bloggie said... There's always something happened in your life and then only you come to me, damn it but what to do? You are my bloggie and always mine hahahaha

I couldn't forget the day... the day I said Sarang hae I love you...

10/03/2012

Under a yellow warm dim light, a road side which is so quiet until you can heard someone's breathe... she was leaning on my car... I was looking into her eyes with a deep breathe "You always so good to all the boys? The bird nest drink was so great! Thanks... I'm so touched :)" She started to look at me with shy face "No... "Why are you being so nice to me?" I paused and taking out an unbelievable brave moment and asked "You like me?"

Not answering and increasing her breathe gesture "I don't know..." so again I asked "Is it so hard to answer? Don't worry... I won't eat you hahahaha" she laughed and the smile is always so lovely... "Come, let me answer for you" I lower down my shoulder, closed my eyes and gentle-ly moving my face towards her.... a kiss!

For that few seconds, our hearts are connected, our lips hold together like its going to fall, yes! already falling in love! A romantic night when the light shows the couple are greatly in love, shows that both eyes looking at each other deeply, standing only in the bright circle dim light just enough to shine the brightest happiest day ever...

Sarang hae I Love You - I said it with the way it is suppose to be, an action can represent a thousand words. Baby, I really so in love with you... please don't... don't leave me alone :'(

Today, I heard... a suggestion... a true advise... "Don't fall so deep man, from what I see, it won't be long; I don't wana see my buddy being so dumb, trust me man!" this sentence is made out of needles, striking into my heart because when I think back there's still something between us... There are things still keeping away from me? I don't know and I don't wana know...

I went to the storeroom, shutting down the door and on the fan MAX blowing my face to dry all my tears away... Why? How? Who? When? Questions are fading out in my mind constantly... I'm lost... who should I choose to listen to and blind them all? The more I think, the more pain in my heart is...

Baby... I'm sorry... I'm so easily being moved and influenced by others... but seriously can you cut the rope? cut the rope that is currently hanging me now because I feel so hard to breath...

A Day That I almost killed my friend

It's a longingly night... how should I begin with? Should start with a evening time on 8th if September 2011. Just hanged up the phone call from one of my friend, Kit, announcing we going to have a great sporty night tonight!! haha

Planned; meet at my buddy's house, 8.30pm there. I was driving there singing Korean songs as I remembered :D All met up and we are 3 in 1 car to the sporty location, Summer Sport Centre. Enjoying the game, its been a long time I haven challenging in sports for that long hour - 4hours. Happily we end, fun to talk about haha and we decided to lead the driver,Kit, to a ice cafe, Ice Room it named at the shop.

Now is the beginning, we took the same route back to town and going to have a tea there. Driver was not good on recognizing the road back to town. Well I'm the front passenger, brought us 3 to a junction with traffic lights on red. Just at the front of the junction, the lights turned green, quickly I have a peek/look at the left hand side mirror, there's no vehicle coming. "Turn left now, no car is coming" confidently I said with a double right gesture. Kit heard me, without any hesitation he made the spinning of his steering to left and start the run.

In 2 seconds when he turned, a lighting speed of an object rushing out just at the left of our car, with a highly strong unstoppable rush, BANG! The next image adsorbed into my eyes was a man with a red color shirt flew just right through in front of our car. Crashing glasses and metal sounds heavily beside me and everything in my head was Shit, accident and omg is he survive?!

Stop thinking, common sense reflexes, I get down from the car, running towards him as fast as I would never think to stop. Thank goodness, he stood up. Looking at his legs, bleeding... his red eyes telling me he's in obviously pain. When I reached beside him, holding his arm, asking him is he alright while keep on telling him that we are sending him to hospital. All he wanted is not to go for medical care. Through his complaints, he is showing his motorcycle is in greatly damaged. We, 3 are all young adults, all we care about is his health and he rejected again and keep telling that motorcycle is not his and he got no way to repair it before he return it. I highly suggest, medical care as urgent case and we pay for everything/costs for the repair of his vehicle.

I have no idea what he want while he rejected the medical care suggestion and then...

To be Continue...

The Important Decision

Hey....

Is it.....?

Is it doing that is the real honesty from you?

Why...?

What makes you do that to me?

The decision was just like Nonsense!

Why have to leave me in those suffering,

Suffering days without you...

Was it the important decision you made?

Is it Leaving me is your most important decision?

PS. It had changed my life forever since the important decision, was it happened to be the same to you too?

THE LAST MEMORIES - Chapter2

Twweeett!! The two girls' computers pop up with that server message. Tik Tok, Tik Tok... Neo looks at the clock like he could understand all the physics of clock and time. Just right after 10 minutes, finally they stand up. He's peeking them from the 1st computer just near the casher like knowing they would come and talk to him, his eyes was like a sniper, aiming at their soft and gently movements, getting out of the cornered row of computers and walking towards him.

It was nearly rainy day, the thin air was hardly to breathe through everyone lungs because if its coldness. Neo's breathe was like he just finished a 10 miles run. No one ever knew that he would exist there. His heart beating like its going to break through his chest.

They had came. Neo looked at them and hes ready to answer but... unfortunately, they turn away just right in front of the cashier and heading towards the door... Neo was standing and notice that he wanted to talk to them.

He say to himself Damn, I don't want to lose this chance! Without hesitation, he pulled his 100 kilograms legs and walk to them - Hey,........ ermm.... just asking, will you guys come again later? I mean for tomorrow or.... because I can reserved the two nice seats for you both again~ :)

His face is totally blushed and swallowed... sweating for the next answer, which he never want to listen...

Hahahaha!~ Never mind, I don't think so.... she said and leave with a polite smile...

Neo never expect he was this lame. A little trick wouldn't make his day... He steps back to the cashier slowly and had a trickle laugh. Its not a joke, its how stupidity he was. How possible there is any miracle happens on him? because its never will...

Return to his own desperate life everyday, every hour and every minutes... but not the next day. The door OPENS again...

THE LAST MEMORIES - Chapter1

As remembered, it was a stressful Monday night; when all the cars passed by, in and out, the place is so crowded. Everyone is talking and whispering to each other like a market place to serve themselves better.

He has to work alone in the cafe which he had no choice but to earn the enough money to live on this planet while stills he need a better job. The customers like to irritate and annoying, trying to create double work for him while he is hardly to make it, it is his bad day... Even though he knew that they doesn't deserve that kinda nice service but Neo always keep in his mind, 'you have to work for the company' as his friend told him when he requiring for a urgently job.

People come and go around with or without the service but it start to silence when it reached around 10 to 11pm-The time that they sit on and play their games on. Neo take a deep breath and think 'why would people have to be the same?' It comes to his mind when he felt exhausted and planning what he has to do on next day though.

There's a strongly sense that he felt his life is nothing but to survive and the whole world was so quiet at the moment. Within this moment, the door light shine brightly; he looked through the glass door and there is a girl with long silky and curl raven-colored hair, brownie fair skin, she look skinny but just nice with white T-shirt and a red maroon shorts; pushing the door hardly to enter with one-handed while the other is holding a cell phone and a purse. Neo could not take his eye off her while her adorable smile and start to ask - 'Two seats please.'

Something come to his mind and made him realize that everyone has a lucky day. He gentlemanly stunned for few seconds looking at her and ask the pretty lady again 'Two seats?'. A pale skin with a red-colored hair girl pops out at the time and awaken him from his attraction by saying with nearly high tone of voice 'Yes! two seats!' with her hand posted 'V', her huge deep sea-blue eyes looking at him and slowly smile that people couldn't deny it so... Two seats which is more to cornered area and quiet silent area too suddenly came to his mind and placing them let the two ladies to spend their grateful time in the cafe.

Neo keeps wondering, where could they came from and why they're asking for seats? While he only serves computers in his cafe. So, this boy just can't wait to ask but he feels like its too weird to ask a person details when first time enter the cafe, people doesn't need to report up while using a computer service. The idea comes from the great invention of IT, Neo able to chat with the 250 computers in the cafe with his server computer. He waited and waited until the last minute, he type down 'Dear customer, your service is going to end in 5 minutes. If you wish to further to have our service, please kindly tell the guy at the cashier' and SEND.